I was tired of seeing my really old journal here, so I'm making a new one. If your expecting some awesome-tastic mind blowing news, this isn't the place to be. XD

I'm playing Tales of Symphonia, it's fun, but I still love Tales of Legendia more. Except, I like the art of Symphonia better, and the character design as well. I kinda wanna replay Legendia for the 3rd time now XD

Also, i'm half-assedly replaying Legend of Legaia, which, even after all these years is still amazing @.@ I'm starting to miss the old ps1 days..

Oh, I made an AMV =o
Took years of my life, but I think it's pretty good. It's and anime called Air, so if you're in to the whole AMV thing you should watch it
[link]

I also made an Myanimelist, it's pretty cool, so if you have one, add me or whatever.
[link]

[] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.(I’m going to dye it pink and black soon =o]
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo. [I want one ]
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [Does staring count?]
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.[I hope not…]
[ ] I've lost a child. [Yes poor lil Bob, I loved him so much *fake sob*]

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. [3 years ago…*sighs wistfully*]
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. [It’s fun!]
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public. [On the knees, whist chasing someone >o]


Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples [On my foot from running into a metal stake X.x]
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. [Does my mom count? I was in the ER for hours with my bleeding foot >o]
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.[ I should..]
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ]I've seen a meteor shower.
[x]I've gone out in public in my pajamas. {Again, it’s fun]
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.[I wanna..]
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [Tried but failed, sadly.]
[ ]I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.[…]
[x] I've played spin the bottle. [No comments]
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ]I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [No snow heres]
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ]I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[ ] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ]I've riden a taxi.
[XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [OMG SO MANY TIMES!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3)
[x]I've eaten sushi. [Yups]
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x]I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[x] I'm married. [I have 11 wives and 4 husbands >o]
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper. [It’s about equal]
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [Story of my live >o]
[x ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. [I did =o]
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ]I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.[Anime Cons <3]
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world. [Not that I know of =o]
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.

Yes
[x]I've cheated on a test. […The teacher told us too >>]
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight. [Not fun]
[ ]I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x ]'ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking. [I get sleepy when I drink so almost]
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [Natural talent?]
[ ]I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ]I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x]I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ]I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying. [Many times]

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself. [That sounds kinda fun in a morbid way]

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x ]I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [What does unhealthy mean?]
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ]I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[X]I collect comic books. [Manga]
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x]I can sing well.[ lol maybe]
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x]I open up to others easily.[ About some stuff]
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.[ Sadly I listen to some, like techno *o* ]
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.[No…]
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x]I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name. [Some of them =o]
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x]My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.(AZURE!!! blue.)
[x]I've worn pajamas to school.(Yeppers]
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love [WTF?]
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (OnLy FoR ThE SaKe Of FaIl]
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. [Yup!]
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. [Nope, I dun like that >o]
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.[>>]
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games. [ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Always]
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly

OTAKU QUIZ

x = watched Anime
@ = Read manga (Not Applicable to all)

I. Action and Adventure

(x) .hack//SIGN
() Airmaster
( ) Battle Arena Toshinden
(@) Bleach
( ) Blood+
( ) Burst Angel
( ) City Hunter
( ) Cowboy Bebop
( ) Dragonball
( ) Flame of Recca
( ) GetBackers
( ) Inu Yasha
( ) Lupin III
( ) Mai-HiME
(x @ ) Naruto
( ) One Piece
() Tenjou Tenge
( ) Trigun
( ) Saiyuki
( ) Yu Yu Hakusho

Total here: 3/20

II. Comedy and Parody

( ) 2×2 = Shinobuden
( ) Adventures of the Mini Goddesses
( ) All Purpose Cultural Catgirl Nuku Nuku
( ) Azumanga Daioh
( ) Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan
(@) Di Gi Charat
() Dragon Half
( ) Excel Saga
(x @) Fruits Basket
( ) Galaxy Angel
( ) Here is Greenwood
( ) Kodomo no Omocha
( ) Kyou Kara Maou!
(x @ ) Midori Days
( ) Pani Poni Dash
( ) Project A-ko
( ) Ranma 1/2
( ) Tenchi Muyo
( ) Those Who Hunt Elves
( ) Urusei Yatsura

Total Here: 3/20

III. Drama and Miscellaneous

(@ ) Beck
(@ )Full Moon wo Sagashite
( ) Gankutsuou
( ) Genshiken
( ) Glass Mask
( ) Haibane Renmei
( ) Hitsuji no Uta
( ) Honey & Clover
( ) Kaleido Star
( ) Last Exile
( ) Le Portraite de Petite Cossette
( ) Monster
( ) Paradise Kiss
(x) Princess Mononoke
( ) Read or Die OVA
(x) Speed Grapher
( ) Twin Spica
( ) Weiss Kreuz
( ) Wings of Honneamise
( ) Yakitate!! Japan

Total Here: 4/20

IV. Ecchi/Mature

( ) Agent Aika
( ) Cutey Honey
( ) Ebichu
( ) Golden Boy
( ) Grenadier
() Hand Maid May
( ) He Is My Master
( ) Iketeru Futari
() La Blue Girl
( ) Lingerie Senshi Papillon Rose
(@ ) Mahoromatic
() Mezzo Forte
( ) Miyuki-chan in Wonderland
( ) My Dear Marie
( ) Najica Blitz Tactics
(@ ) Negima
(X) Puni Puni Poemy (*o* Greatest hour of my life)
( ) Urotsukidoji: Legend of the Overfiend
( ) Wicked City
( ) Yumeria

Total Here: 2/20

V. Fantasy and Supernatural

( ) Angel Sanctuary
( ) Aquarian Age
( ) Berserk
( ) El Hazard
( ) Final Fantasy Unlimited
(X) Fullmetal Alchemist
(X ) Howl’s Moving Castle
( ) Magic Knight Rayearth
() Mushishi
(X ) Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind
( ) Record of Lodoss War
( ) Scrapped Princess
( ) Slayers
( ) Tales of Eternia
( ) Trinity Blood
(x) Tsubasa Chronicle
( ) Vampire Hunter D
( ) Violinist of Hameln
( ) Vision of Escaflowne
( ) X: TV

Total Here: 4/20

VI. Historical and Alternate History

(x ) Anne of Green Gables
( ) Basilisk
( ) Barefoot Gen
( ) Chrono Crusade
( ) Grave of the Fireflies(own it..just scared to watch it)
( ) Fire Tripper
( ) Kaidomaru
( ) Legend of Condor Hero
( ) Millennium Actress
( ) Nadia - Secret of Blue Water
( ) Ninja Scroll
( ) Otogizoushi
( ) Peacemaker Kurogane
(x) Porco Rosso
( ) Rose of Versailles
( ) Rurouni Kenshin
( ) Samurai 7
( ) Samurai Champloo
( ) Samuri X
( ) Steel Angel Kurumi (
( ) Victorian Romance Emma

Total Here: 4/20

VII. Kids and Family

(@) Angelic Layer
(x) Astro Boy
(x) Beyblade
(x) Castle in the Sky (My favorite Minazaki movie)
( ) Detective Conan
(x) Digimon
( ) Doraemon
(x) Hamtaro
(x) Kiki’s Delivery Service
( ) Kimba the White Lion
(x) Monster Rancher
( ) My Neighbor Totoro
(x) Pokemon
( ) Samurai Pizza Cats
( ) Sazae-san
( ) SD Gundam Force
( ) Sonic X
( ) Speed Racer
(x) Spirited Away
(x) Yu-Gi-Oh (My childhood favorite…

Total Here: 11/20

VIII. Magical Girls and Boys

(x) Cardcaptor Sakura
( ) D.N.Angel
( ) Earth Girl Arjuna
( ) Erementar Gerad
( ) Hime-chan no Ribbon
(@) Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne
( ) Magic Users Club
( ) Magical Girl Pretty Sammy
( ) Magical Stage Fancy La La
( ) Mahou no Star Magical Emi
( ) Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha
( ) Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok
( ) Ojamajou DoReMi
( ) Oku-sama wa Mahou Shoujo
( ) Pretear
(x) Sailor Moon
( ) Saint Tail
(x) Tokyo Mew Mew
( ) Ultra Maniac
(x @ ) Wedding Peach (FAIL! ‘Nuff said)

Total Here: 5/20

IX. Romance

( ) Ah! My Goddess
(@) Ai Yori Aoshi
( ) Air
( ) Ayashi no Ceres
( ) Boys Be
(x @ ) Chobits (*o*)
( ) Fushigi Yuugi
( ) Hana Yori Dango
( ) Kareshi Kanojo no Jijou
( ) Kimagure Orange Road
( ) Kimi ga Nozomu Eien
( ) Love Hina
( ) Maison Ikkoku
( ) Marmalade Boy
( ) Peach Girl
( ) Piano
( ) Please Teacher!
( ) SaiKano
( ) To Heart
( ) Video Girl Ai

Total Here: 2/20

X. Science-Fiction

( ) Appleseed
( ) Blue Seed
( ) Bubblegum Crisis
( ) Crest of the Stars
( ) Galaxy Express 999
( ) Gundam
( ) Macross
( ) Outlaw Star
( ) Patlabor
( ) Planetes
( ) Please Save My Earth
( ) RahXephon
( ) Saber Marionette
( ) s-CRY-ed
( ) Soukyuu no Fafner
( ) Space Battleship Yamato
( ) Stellvia
(x) Transformers
( ) Voices of a Distant Star
( ) Xenosaga: The Animation (Oh yeah…I forgot I had to watch that…>>

Total Here: 1/20

XI. Shounen-Ai and Shoujo-Ai

( ) Ai no Kusabi
( ) Descendants of Darkness
( ) Earthian
( ) Fake
( ) Fish in the Trap
( ) Galaxy Fraulin Yuna
(x) Gravitation (I was forced by my yaoi loving friends)
( ) Haru wo Daiteita
( ) Kannazuki no Miko
( ) Kizuna
( ) Lesson XX
(x @) Loveless (again, forced)
( ) Maria-sama ga Miteru
( ) Mirage of Blaze
( ) Oniisama E
( ) Seikimatsu Darling
( ) Song of the Wind in the Trees
( ) Sukisho
( ) Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito
( ) Zetsuai/Bronze

Total Here: 2/20

XII. Sports

( ) Ace wo Nerae
( ) Ashita no Joe
( ) Ayane’s High Kick
( ) Baki the Grappler
( ) Battle Athletes
( ) Buzzer Beater
( ) Captain Tsubasa
( ) Eyeshield 21
( ) Ginban Kaleidoscope
( ) Hajime no Ippo
( ) Hikaru no Go
( ) Initial D
( ) Major
( ) Monkey Turn
( ) One Pound Gospel
(x) Prince of Tennis
( ) Princess Nine
( ) Slam Dunk
( ) Suzuka
( ) Wild Striker

Total Here: 1/20

XIII. Surreal and Psychological

( ) Akira
( ) Betterman
( ) Boogiepop Phantom
(x) Elfen Lied (Greatest show ever)
( ) FLCL
( ) Gantz
(x) Ghost in the Shell
( ) Hellsing
( ) Jigoku Shoujo
( ) Karas
( ) Madlax
( ) Melody of Oblivion
( ) Neon Genesis Evangelion
( ) Noir
( ) Paranoia Agent
(x ) Perfect Blue (Very odd movie….)
(@ X) Princess Tutu
( ) Revolutionary Girl Utena
(x) Serial Experiments Lain
( ) Texhnolyze

Total Here: 5/20

TOTAL: 47/260

First things first, sorry that I went on a mini hiatus, but senior year is kicking my behind majorly. It kills all my free time to write and think even, so blame it. I dun care if it’s physically possible or not! Blame it anyway.

Any who, I’d about to finish a project that takes up most of senior year, so I should be getting more free time soon, which will be nice.

Happy Halloween!! Mine wasn’t too great, I didn’t do a thing but give out candy to kids. I dressed up for school, but that was it. I was a Goth zombie! Complete with skirt and fishnet…if it was possible, I’d marry myself, cuz that was a hawt outfit if I do say so myself.. I could have passed for a Marilyn Manson fan sadly thou…One guy WAS Marilyn Manson! That was great <3. My bestest pal Sunshine was Aura from .hack! [link] She’s just so damned cute! [link] This picture was taken at Sac-con earlier this year, tell me that isn’t the most cutest girly ever?!

>>. I digress. The point is school was fun. Home was boring, I sat around and read most of it, and I didn't even get a nap.. That explains why I'm so sleepy now..Plus I have the SAT to take tomorrow, so I have to go to bed earlier then normal. (Normal being 7 am >> And it’s raining, which makes it cold..and I’m really cold, my hands are like numb.

Onto more important stuffs.. A few months ago my computer reset itself to original factory setting, and I lost all my stuff. (Music, stories, poems ect) Which wasn’t a high point….I’ve gotten much of my important stuff back from the websites I’ve put them on, but still it sucked. Then my ipod went and broke on me..that was horrible…Thus no music on the way to school X-x
I am working on two new stories, one being a short story, the other being a series that I’ve been meaning to write for a while. A FAERIE story. Darkfaerie5 writing a faerie story?! It’s a first sadly. But I’ll be good, that I know.

OH! I forgot. I get to work the polls on Tuesday!! It's neato-keeno! Cuz I get money for doing it. Not that elections aren't great in and of themselves, but i'm annoyed that i'll be 18 a month after the election, so I don't care too much..I do care about two props here in Cali, one being about gay marriage, the other about abortion. So I care about how they turn out, but I don't have too much of an effect on the outcome..sadly. But still, I'm going to be working from 6 in the morning till 10 at night X-x. That's gonna suck, but still I like teh payment..

Coolio Obsessions:
Manga: Midori Days~ A guy who complains about wanting a girlfriend, and not ending up with only his hand gets his wish when Midori, a girl with a crush on him appears on his hand <3 <3
Anime: Lucky Star~ Has no plot what so ever. The main character is a okaku gamer who never does her homework <3 <3 <3
Music: All I Ever Wanted- Basshunter It’s like rave music! Mixed with drugs! I’m hooked!!
All I ever wanted
was to see you smiling
all I ever wanted
was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted
was you and me
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

That’s all I can think of, so night and Happy Halloween!

I own it now.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm odd I know. But BREAKING DAWN!!!